uh-oh.
what happened, bunk?

-flumpeh

mad at me again, aren't you?

-flumpeh

no.
it's complicated.
you know how you and julianne were?
where you two just kissed and shit?
and how we were, where we just said ily all the time?
that's how chelsea and i are right now.
but without the kissing, cos she lives not in VA.

-flumpeh

not many people read entries.
lol
just.
if you wanna say that shit, email me, okay?

-flumpeh

chelsea, for one.
and then everyone else.

-flumpeh

love you, too.
but can we keep the hearts and ily to a minimum?
just so people do't get suspicious?

-flumpeh

yes you can.
and i know you are. :]

-flumpeh

it just stinks is all.
right now my only heroes are from the wwe.
sorry.

-flumpeh

school, my sister, friends, work, my life.

everything in general.

-flump

sorry. i didn't mean to sound like a bitch, jake.
i'm just having a rough time right now.
and i had just woken up.

-flump

ooooh.screamo.i like it.:)

i tried to sing screamo for like 2 weeks and finally gave up because i suck at it.and idk if normal girls sing screamo.so i stopped lol.

but i love ur song so far!
:)

-kaylee

im sorry..:(

ur not a moody emo!

just cuz u have emotions doesnt make u moody.:)

but i have been in her shoes before..

i used to date guys that were perfectly nice,but then i would always break up with them after like a week cuz i just didnt like them like that..i know thats awful but..im not a very nice person.

:(

but i try to be nice.:)

-kaylee

Ok, so try a different approach. The *sob* No I don't think so..*sob*  is a good sign...

Very.

Now it is time to get a little romantic..to be a little different..Start leaving her little notes, or memories, or pictures...

It's like fishing(not being disrespectful) she's STILL hooked..just reel it in.

Wow that's cliche..but so true.

First, you said you TOLD her how much she meant to you..words aren't always enough unfortunately...Try SHOWING her...with your actions.

Second, you mentioned that she said you were the first 'proper' guy she dated right?? Well when she said that did she mean it in a good way or bad do you think?? Just curious.

Then don't let go that easily..

Show her how much she meant to you...

It may be that she just really needs you to prove you need her.

Or, for her..it may just be over.

But I would opt with the first one first. lol. Most always the case, and can never hurt to try. Most girls take off to see if you'll come after them. That isn't just little kids and teenagers either. You'll see it in every woman you encounter.  

Well, did she seem upset to walk away???

Sounds just like a girl to do to you what she did...I think we can all say that we've done it..

Do you think she'll be back?

sorry that i can't fucking dedicate all of my time to you right now, jake.
i'm getting ready for work.
and my friend is over.
so shut the fuck up about shit you don't understand.
and get over the fact that i'm not always gonna fucking reply to your comments
within two minutes of receiving them, okay?

because you're acting ridiculous!
threatening to give a kid a chelsea smile because they beat you up?
sure, i say i want to, but i don't act on it!

and what if flump never comes back?
what will you do then, jake?

-jv

stop being so fucking confusing and just say it, jake.
you don't want to be my friend anymore.

-jv

okay then.

-jv

then what are you talking about, jake?

-jv

lemme guess.
you don't love me anymore?

-jv

no. jake.
what are you talking about?

-jv

yeah. i think you are, too.
what does that mean?
the whole "indifferent to you" thing?

-jv

that's a shitty thing to do.
no matter how bad they hurt you, you're just doing the same back to them.
revenge doesn't make anything go away.
it just feels better for a little bit.

haven't you watched any superhero movie?

-jv

omg thats hillarious!

wow.i cant believe he peed his pants!

ur so bad.in a good way..lol.:)

-kaylee

OMG

your a badass.  i would have loved if the story ended there and you can be sure that it ended there with each individual revenge having no consequence of its own.

but he was alone, he'll tell a version of the story to his friend and they will still get you back.

because as the story will be told, your revenge may feed the war and hurt you more than any of your enemies. they will never tell the truth.  they will cover up anything you do to all of them, they will lie as a group even if you go one by one through them, even with your picture as evidence.

people like that, they make up so many excuses for their hate, can you out-hate them without getting yourself in trouble? just because you didnt run to the cops doesnt mean they wont.  see?  plus they may seek revenge for your revenge, each act worse than the one before it.  they may hurt you bad smithy. i cannot determine your situation exactly and know why they did that to you, so i dont know what my response should be.

i know people will say not to do it, a lot of them, but you cant live your life under the wheel, you have to be behind it.  i dont know. 

are you okay?gah i feel terrible that happened to you!

stupid boys.

thats cool bout the planes..i could never be a pilot though;my eyesite is absolutely horrific lol.idc.im not ever going to where my glasses.:)

-kaylee

oh ok.  i like metal.  i have terrible music taste though, cradle of filth, AFI, HIM (not really metal), linkin park (not bad, okay but....) to mariay carey and ciara and black eyed peas of course.  well its not terrible but the fact that i can listen to pop and also metal seems like a contradiction. 

i never knew who the jonas' brothers were, not too bad.  kind of catchy, like jingles.  bluh.  elevator music.

just tired is all.

no prob.

sucks, right?

-jv

no problem.
and it sucks, doesn't it?

-flump

metal smithy, aaaaaaah

is that metal like the jonas' brothers...

or is that metal like cradle of filth?

holy crap!

they beat you up for no reason?

thats terrible i would have ended up killin someone if i was there.

geez that pisses me off so friggin bad.iv never heard of someone getting cut up by ppl just because theyre bi..that s awful.im so sorry that happened to you.

smithy there are no gods, goddess's and lame shit but i saw no god.  i didnt look through them all, they seem dull. 

are you in a boy band? haha.  support for a support band?  you are just a kid, how do you have a job? 

yea, i'm over it.  satan stopped by for a visit, he said hi.  did you know there are  68 of them on mdd?  68 satans,  i thought there could only be one.  i'm so confused.  hey i'm going to search for god now.

is your face bad?  did you need stitches?  thats terrible.  i guess it was a group of them.  people, i swear...

It's so great to love someone, isn't it? I know the feeling. With about a million people, but it's even better to have someone special. I'm so glad you're happy.

J

you succeed.

i gotta go sorry my dad is freakin out bout something idk what i did this time.its always  something with that man.lol

xoxo,-

_^***^*kaylee^*_*^***

oh my bad!i thought u lived in america..

and thanks.:)

ur kind of the most polite/sweetest boy i have ever met on this site.

the rest are kind of...rude.idk maybe its just me.

-kaylee

 everyone always says that haha.im not sure why though.

geez this has got to be the most boring thanksgiving i have ever celebrated.how is yours goin?

[kayleelovesbones]

u prolly are and dont realize it.

to be honest,ur personality is so awesome that u could look like the crypts(sp?) keeper and still be attractive.:)

i dont think im pretty lol.myy mom doesnt either.oh well looks dont matter anywy right?

and sorry i think i might have asked ur age earlier oops i forget things.:(

im 13.
(youngster,i know.)

-kay

hmm interesting.all the girls in my class are always sayin how hot emo guys are lol.but we have no emo peeps here.

its realy sad haha

how old are u?

aww thats so freakin sweet<3.iv never seen a guy sweet enough to call his girlfriend beautiful.i mean,where i live,the most romantic compliment u hear is "she's hot.look at that @ss,d@#n*!"lol.

dude i bet its fun sneaking around her dad lol.adreniline rush?

thats one thing i'll definately miss.kissing.but i cant help it!i just havent been interested in anyone sense i read bout him.lol.im pathetic!:/*BIG sigh*

how did u get trained for that?thats really cool cuz im planning on being a massage therapist when i get older.:)yay.cant wait to be 18.

-xoxo,kaylee

smithy you sweetypie... 

poor thing.  you are truly hormonal.  i am glad i slept through puberty. please be careful with your heart smithy.